Happenings-

Holy shit i just deleted my entire post! Just when i was winding up,wthhh.

But anyway in a nutshell-time has flown by so quickly i can't even comprehend. The As are over; i'm 2 weeks away from my hols-when 2 months ago i was staring, and wondering at the vistas of school hours i would have to endure. Incredible. Time seemed so slow when i was a kid...

I've lost a friend, i guess. Someone who i thought was like me and who i could be my silly nonsensical self with. I guess i didn't matter to her as much as she did to me.

But i've gained 3 more friends in return, and that's more than i could ever ask for. Lose some, win some huh? :)

Haha.

Wanted to put this in FB today; "True friendship comes with a price. I'm willing to put up with whatever you throw at me but if you can't do your part, then it's your loss and not mine."

Decided not to in the end. No sense in prolonging it; i'd only hurt myself more in the end...

and i guess if she really can't be bothered, i should just stop wasting anymore time on her yeah?

I did what i could for this friendship. Tried to make her see what i had an issue with, so we could work it out together...she didn't stick around in the end, and even denied doing what she had done outfront. -_-

Tch; nthing more irritating than that in my opinion. Just 'fess up! Guts, yo!

But some just...hai. Honestly idk if it's just her true colours showing-how odious and repelling-or just the influence of her new friends.

Nvm; all in the past anyway.

On to happier things!

Bought a pink, Aztect-print dress at City Plaza for $10 today!!! Cheap cheap cheap! *auntie mode* I may just get the blue/brown/white print version when we Sylv and i go back again to fully explore it's revamped, new shops! The offerings there really are quite good as compared to it's last, old derelict appearance. Wanna get a facial too...

Sylv looks elegant in a long gown too! Her prom's coming up. Mad envious.

...am also thinking of a dull blue/gray cardi i saw there...would prefer a good quality red cardi though.

Bought accessories from my classmate on Mon too! $22 gone. To think that in the morning i had been telling myself, "Okay, this is your opportunity to start saving. Need to save.". -_-

Two necklaces-one, a dainty gold winged necklace which i got for Sylv as a surprise gift. She just looked at it, chucked it in her bag and said a brief indifferent thanks. :/ wth.

Got an intricate gold necklace for myself; in it's middle is an owl's head with blue gemstones for eyes! So pretty! I got a stack of gold bangles to go with it too; it picks up the glints from my yet-to-be-worn feathered necklace too...cannot WAIT to wear it.

Also got a ring from my classmatee, all cause she slashed it's price.

I am too good for my own good. Esp_____________________________.

Hahaha pun.

Anyway, i suppose i should be logging off now. More sleep = rise early = jog to slim down!

I really have to do smth about my ass; i'm offically a XXL-er. :/ Not goodddd!

And i've learnt that too much affection and love must be in moderation or one won't appreciate it i guess.

Oh yeah my mum bought me an air humidifier today too! Hahaha for my nose. #istouched.

Random observations before i head to bed.

Nights y'all! :)

Forgot to include this-

http://www.vogue.it/en/vogue-curvy hooyeah!

http://www.gabifresh.com

Inspiration to us larger, cuter girls. Hoo yeah! :DD

On a side note, i got paid a compliment today by nice,lovely A.; 'You dress well and know how to hide (my squishy bits)." Haha, now i'm def gonna keep up my street cred! And,hopefully with my new MMA course i'll be taking up,finally shed these pounds of useless dead weight.

Ps: The plus-size model is absolutely BEAUTIFUL! I hope she stays that way; some people look plain when they're thin. Like the famous plus sized model Crystal_______. ):

Sad that she-in a sense-defected, cause in a way she was an inspiration to many of us plus sized girls i guess. But i guess we've got to do what we're against sometimes, in order to make a living to survive in this world...

man how melodramatic.

Go drown youself in these cute peektures, lovemeow.com. Cutteeeeeee!!!! :DD

Couldn't have asked for more-

-cause what i'm enjoying now is just great. ^_^ Haha, social-wise that is! Am really getting to like poly life now i guess ^^.

Study date with S. and A.(poly mates)at Bugis Library today...i didn't get much done, but social-wise, it was great i guess. :)

On another more serious note, i've got to get going for the exams. Tests and project galore rushing towards us at full tilt and i haven't been able to prod myself hard enough(though i did kickstart everything for my Retail group and took the lead for a first...not bad. I must commend myself. :D bwahaha).

Okay gtg.

<3!

Bowling-

-IS THE SECOND GREATEST THING ON EARTH COMPARED TO XLBBBBBB!!!!

Hahaha! Bowled for the first ever time today(i live under a rock,don't judge. :p)w Odie and dang was it fun! :D Aches from ytd's badminton match were still rampant,but still, i had a hella time :DD

Oh yeah and today's 'study' date was a disaster. Only studied 1 page. -_- No mood to study now,too tired.

Studying w Sylv tmr! Unless she goes to a SG Uni,i guess tmr'll be the last ever time we're gonna study tog. Ah well.

Gotta go do Retail PPT now. Bye! :)

Oh,and words from Nicki Minaj(i'm a fannnn!): ""I look for someone who is calm, someone who is strong enough to not have to win every argument, someone who allows a woman to be her crazy self and someone with a conscience not to feel less of a man. You know, someone who is able to honor his woman but also bring out the freak in his woman... just being super aggressive when the time is right."

Ooooh. Definately. :DD

I swear,

i love how Odie's life experiences and occurances and mine are so similar!! Like seriously how much of a coincidence can it be?! XDD

We should totally become blood sisters,i swear.

Maybe we might even give birth in the same hospital,same time, etc in the future. HAHAHA.

Funny how i keep on thinking of weddings, kids etc nowadays. 18,i guess. My womb's taking over. -.-

11/11/11 11:11pm!!!

Bittersweet memories-

-of a time once past and spent; yet again.

W.x invited me to play badminton with him and the rest(plus a few extra friends of K.c's)ytd and as he asked nicely, i couldn't refuse. Things turned out alright, but i won't let myself get too close with some of them.

Overall everything was alright i guess. ^^ Hate to sound corny but i actually got sentimental and almost came close to tearing during a game.

-__________-lll

Not gonna let them get under my skin again though.

Gonna go study with poly mates at Bishan for a bit tmr, then go bowling with Odie dear! :)) Woooo can't wait. It's always fun to spend time with Odie, cause somehow i feel like we can actually connect on a,err,spiritual level. Corny, sorry hor.

I have an abrupt craving for maple-syrup-and-butter waffles at Sq2. My physical proportion's getting out of hand though. Tssh.

Anyway,thus concludes this mundane post. Bye! :)

I don't know if-

-my father's stubbornness and obstinance to learn new things is a boon or bane,indeed. -_-

I know it should be the latter, in regards to this fast paced world we live in now, but i just gained a metallic,blood red digital cam for nothing.

Yay me! :D

I am worried about my dad's willfulness though. Hai,idk lah.

Anyw, study session with Sylv and Odie dear ytd was okay ^_^ Poor Odie had to cut short the study session cause she was too tired and had gastric during dinner at an affordable, yet yummy Italian restaurant at Liang ytd.

Gonna go study yet again w Sally tmr after sch ^^

Thus concludes this dreadfully dreary post.

Nights! :))

So far-

-so good,i guess! I've actually been studying so hard last week that my mum thought an exam was coming! Haha.

Well now i've found out the real exam is headed my way in 2 weeks time and today, i just wasn't motivated to study. I think i'm the sort of person who needs to go out lots during the weekdays so i'll feel compelled to make up for it by studying hard on weekends.

Heh.

Things seem to be okay at school, apart from the fact that i have to deal with abrupt mood swings and occasional bitchiness...speaking of which, an odd little cold war between someone who i thought i was on friendly terms with happened yesterday. C. thinks it may be her period acting up. Hmm.

Anyway-so,yep! This has been what's going on with my life. Not much i know.

Study date with Sylv and Odie dear tmr,yay! :D Those two combined are a laugh riot. :D Can't wait, can't wait.

Oh and i may be going on a trip to Korea in the Dec hols! Alright, sorry to sound over-pampered and all but it isn't much compensation, honestly, for 3 1-week trips to Taiwan, Japan and Korea in subsequent months from Nov.

I mean Come On, when will something like that ever happen again in my life?! 3 1-week trips to different countries which i've never been to/want to visit again!

):

Still. Must be thankful for what i have.

Hmph.

Right, so that's all for now. Hope tmr will be productive!

Note to self: I must stop over-thinking and analysing/assuming things.