http://www.mangago.com/r/l_manga/manga/itou_junji_kyoufu_manga_collection/

Hair-spirations:

Is her hair awesome or what?! Peach, one of my fav colours!!



Can totally see myself with these streaks of pretty pink hair...


A more common brown and blonde. Tis nice; was thinking of platinum/honey blond with mahoney for another time...perhaps, after my red-brown phase has ended :) Currently loving my new hair tho <3

Kind of sketchy, but 2 trips-one with Odie! and maybe someone else, after we graduate- and another-with S. and maybe her family members and R.-have been planned to Japan!
Odie and i plan to go to Hokkaido, LAND OF AWESOME ICE CREAM, CORN AND CURRY RICE and it's enchanting Otaru Village!! Omg so excited.

The grad trip to Korea's like, S.'s dream trip, so she should plan most of it :) The trip to Japan, however...shall be myyyyy dream trip.
God can't wait to plan and get all hyped after the Korea trip. Haha.
The trip to Korea's what S. and i have been talking about for today and the last week XD that's how excited we are~

On another note, i'll have to get a part time job soon.Perhaps a few short days as a part/full time staff at Expo or sales events, i guess. Time for this mini adult to start making her own way into the world. :)

Some fashion pix before logging off:

 That piercing looks painful. His profile is nice tho ;) And that hat :D <3

Hair pix:



 My parents would skin me alive if i came back from the salon looking like this though, i bet. But this is like MY DREAM HAIR for now.!!

 That blonde hair, with a dash of pink. Wow. I like the spunk she's showing too(girl on right) XD!


Not hair, but style. Just 13 too. And those SHOES!


I want this. Anything morbid, macabre, creepy-cool-i want! :D My birthday's coming soon too. *hint hint*~ XD
Like these...http://www.findcoolclothes.com/05584.html http://www.findcoolclothes.com/05589.html
I WANT! :http://www.dollskill.com/kreepsville-666-eyeball-hairbow-bobbles.html


so cute!

 wow, her hair.


"Ran into this really fun/happy guy wearing a Christmas kigurumi outside of Spinns Harajuku. He was putting a smile on the faces of all of the people passing by! :-) Bigger on Flickr:http://flic.kr/p/aWC2At"
Cuteee.


Only In Japan. I want the brown one...!!! Pandas(any other than the actual animal itself)don't interest me,strangely enough...


So cute.... >_<


Pretty

This is why i love clouds. Alwyas look so..fluffy and inviting!
Haha,despite this foreboding appearance.

Lazy Sunday~

INNOVATIVE

Definition:

1. [adjective] ahead of the times; "the advanced teaching methods"; "had advanced views on the subject"; "a forward-looking corporation"; "is British industry innovative enough?"
   Synonyms: advanced, forward-looking, modern
2. [adjective] being or producing something like nothing done or experienced or created before; "stylistically innovative works"; "innovative members of the artistic community"; "a mind so innovational, so original"
   Synonyms: innovational, groundbreaking

Sigh. There's no easy way to even put forth this definition in this project cause it wouldn't bode well to offend people. -_-

God...

Anyway,
had lunch with R. today, at HK Cafe! :)) T'was a bit awkward at first, but we soon got over it. Now i gotta save for a spa and movie date with her at the end of the month :D
Whoo!
She even says i'm like her little sister...which is really sweet of her. :) Aww.


After this lovely time with her, i went to Toa Payoh to read True Ghost Stories(as i always have in Pri 5). Habits never die! :)


Am in discussions about the Korea grad trip now, so i guess i should stop here.
Nights! :)


Edit: true

aiya

eh sorry,suddenly switch topic

my brain was thinking and crapping then i suddenly thought,if got such thing as instant mee bomb right

and we bomb africa with it

we would solve their food problems

then like that can win nobel peace prize!

shiok not!

ahaha!

-.-

11:38pm

HAHAHAHA

okay sorry my mind always craps

hee

but okay, at least one problem solved :))))

haha...okay

Yep, this is what my mind can crap out. But good idea right! :D hahaha

Should come in handy for the korea trip! :)

All's well now,but-

-i'm not sure if i'm up to this now. All this gouging, brooding and finally, extraction-it won't be as emotionally easy if i go through 'this' all over again. Or so i suspect.

Anyway, school's been fine so far. Caught up with S. again! :) And we may be going on our grad. trip to Korea with her aunt and sis, and perhaps, A., but we'll see...can't wait,can't wait! :DD
Also got a bit of a surprise when my classmate suggested i go overseas with this group of people i'm not on comfortable terms with. I was so taken aback that i actually turned, faced all of them and went "With you all?" while gesturing to all of them with my wallet... -_______- Another classmate(who i'm not really comfy with)asked me if i wanted to go drinking with her and her buds..i declined. It was nice of them to ask though. ^^

Gonna start working on my portfolio tmr(if i wake up early that is, haha); 3 outings next week and then perhaps, time to start studying.
Such is life(for me). Ha.

On a random note, the light brown streaks in my hair have somehow turned out red and the dark brown looks, well, brown. Overall it looks great! :DD Got two compliments on it(one said it looked cool XD!); am considering dying my hair again sometime in the future...maybe after i get it done in black and teal after the present color fades away/my black hair grows back.
Hee!

Nights! ^^

To armor oneself with knowledge:

"Before diagnosing yourself with __________, or ____________, first, make sure that you aren't surrounded by idoits(or narrow minded people)."

"Its the terrible spirit within these kind of people. Uneducated parents pass this actions down to their family. Lack of wisdom,information and understanding is what make people the way they are.

Jesus said pray for those who maliciously use you and forgive those who despise you for no excellent reason.
People who delight in unreasonably hurting others doubtless suffer from some type of abuse or maltreatment in their life. Some have become numb and have no regret for others."

http://www.all-things-conflict-resolution-and-adr.com/All-Things-Dealing-with-Difficult-People.html

"Negative people often gravitate toward others who react strongly–people who easily offer compassionate or get outraged, or offended. I suspect this gives them a little light in the darkness of their inner world–a sense that they’re not floating alone in their own anger or sadness.

People remember and learn from what you do more than what you say. If you feed into the situation with emotions, you’ll teach them they can depend on you for a reaction. It’s tough not to react because we’re human, but it’s worth practicing."

-and all this while i had been wondering why i seem to attract the wrong sort of people...-_-

Perhaps i came off as arrogant, or bitchy.
But, well, no point wasting time on things that won't matter in ten years time i suppose.
"There are two sides to every story"-cliche, but some really ought to keep this adage in mind.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2133673/BBC-One-Panorama-Undercover--Elderly-Care-Ash-Court-residents-daughter-uncovers-harrowing-abuse.html

"We all thought he was a nice guy".
Really, P_________s truly ever being nice?
That i have yet to witness for myself.
HAH.

Finally!

I dyed my hair! Should post up pics of it tmr, but i don't think pictures do it's full glory justice.
Heh heh.

It's a mix of deep maroon and orange on top(due to the light hitting it), and a mix of dark.light brown at the bottom.
I am so happy.
Methinks it looks like a blaze of dying embers or a deadening sunset. <3

Anyway, poly life officially starts tmr...am happy-exercise dates at the gym with SaRAH!; movie/shopping dates with S. and A. and going out with Odie dear etc-yet sian at the same time...exams and all.
But come next year poly friends and i will be in Korea, so i reckon all this swotting should be worth it. :)

Nights! <3

http://mangafox.me/manga/battle_royale/

Completely.
Totally.
EPIC.

And the ART! Granted there're some echi bits but...wow.

Manga: Battle Royale...sort of like Hunger Games; just that it was created way before the latter,and is far,much more gruesome.
I like.
>:)

Anyway, had breakfast with my work-mate today, R.! :) I think i now get the meaning of 'clicking' with someone. We can talk about so much and feel comfy with each other :) Happy~~
After that i went up with her to get my black chiffon top.
Digressing a bit, it's prob for the best that i've finally stopped work. I would've gone bankrupt if i continued; so many sales per week!!! :D
I've even done my shopping for CNY alr, and it's still 9 months away or so.
-_-

Then went to have lunch and watched Battleship with Chennie :)) It was good. And those mini war-ship things that leapt about from location to location in the water...AWESOME. Just great and epic in every way! :DDD Sucker for sleek, fatal gadgets i am.
May go watch it with R. again cause she wants to :) And i plan on bringing cotton wool for my ears.
The sound effects are just way too loud for my ears ><

All in all, it was a good day! ^_^
School next week, and with it, more outings.
Can't wait.
Am dying my hair on Sunday too!! For the first time ever :D So excited!

Alright i guess i better log off now.
Nights~

http://www.livingincebuforums.com/ipb/topic/27877-why-do-filipinos-dislike-foreigners/

http://lexdesign.net/blog/some-filipinos-are-haters/

http://antipinoy.com/filipinos-need-to-work-on-their-ego/

"Just nice in front" indeed.

I honestly think this whole intern experience has imbued in me deep hatred for this ________.

http://www.cracked.com/article_19785_5-ways-modern-men-are-trained-to-hate-women.html?wa_user1=2&wa_user2=Sex&wa_user3=article&wa_user4=popular

People are often unreasonable, illogical,
and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you
of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some
false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank,
people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone
could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness,
they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today,
People will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

Modified from the book, Anyway by Kent M. Keith
(Mother Theresa had this on her wall.)

Inner Animal Quiz! Your Result: Mouse / Rat You are a kind, clever and shy person, who only hangs out with people you truly trust. You are intelligent compared to other people and are very logical- however, you can be timid and nervous if you are in an unfamiliar place or with a large group of people, and you need to stand up for yourself more- don't let people think you are weak!
Deer
Lizard / Snake
Wolf
Dog
Horse
Cat
Dolphin
Parrot
Lion / Tiger

I guess this is what my manager means when she says i tend to be mousy. Hahaha! XD

Mullings and reflections

It's a generally known and accepted fact that childhood shapes who we are today. Experiences, lack or exposure to certain influences cause us to be who..or in some cases-what-we are today.

These external stimuli are/was completely beyond our control, and we are not at fault for being who we are now.

This is clear; this is a fact.

Yet...

There are just so many 'what-ifs'.

And my mind is constantly filled with how things could have been different. Could.

Work-

-has been made more fun so far ^^ Gained a new friend...who's 25 but still is a child at heart. Like me! :) She's fun to laugh with and she has epic reactions...so fun ^^ heh heh heh.

Random chat

then tell me what you would do in a date?

Yesterday

hey

Today

Hey

ella ^^

sorry bout last time,had to log off asap!

err,hmm first date...

lemme think uh

lol

take your time to think

I'll go bath first

brb

10:36pm

ultamitely it must end in like...idk(if it's too cheesy or what lah)but i want to have a long walk(home?)while chatting about deep stuff or smth

haha okay!

like

take time and find out more about each other by chatting at night

cause it's so quiet, everywhere's deserted. It's just you two talking and there's that feeling of privacy

hahaha

I've never really thought about what i'd like to do on a first date, but...yeah. A long,deep chat at night while getting to really know each other.

I'd really like that.

Hee hee(my face is red as i type this -_-)!

And of course, as with all relations(be it with friends, family...),there must be deep trust, loyalty, love, care and concern and understanding.

Perhaps understanding would be the most underestimated factor in a relationship? Idk.

But i guess all romantic notions will have to wait till i've lost weight...such is reality.

Ha ha ha.

"The easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly."

How true.

Ah well;unnecessary thoughts aside, work's been pretty...okay recently i guess, if you could call it that considering freakish mood swings on my colleagues's parts.

But,well.

_____________. Tcch.

Kickboxing and dancerobics coming up when school starts.

And OH, a spanking new Pet Lovers Society has just sprouted up in Balastier Shaw Plaza!!!! :DDD ZOMG ALL THE FURRINESS AND ADORBS NEAR ME!!!

I'm gonna get a job there i swear. HAMSTERS AND CHINCHILLAS OH MY.

:DDD This post shall end abruptly because i really wanna get back to my BL manga. <3

heh heh heh...