Work-

-has been, well, to put it in sentences...

1) MY FEET ARE KILLING ME. EVERY SINGLE DAY! Not even had the full-shift day yet and already my feet are dying on me! Ho seh uh $100+ on those Hush Puppies shoes are all gone cause they hurt my feet even more than my damn $69 Croc flats uh Dammit. Grr.

2) Well so far i've made 3 new friends, so that's good. They're leaving after a month though, then i'll be left to fend for myself after this month i think... ): ah well. This is where i should remind myself not to get too attached.

Had lunch alone today at Subway with a new book; 'The Fall', co-written by the producers of Pan's Labyrinth...all about humans on the brink of extinction VS demons/monsters. I LIKEEE. >:D

Muahaha.

I enjoyed the solitude. :)

Anyway, being alone whilst doing my duties during work has really given me (a hell lot of)time to be introspective and all. Actually on second thought, it may not be that all good cause mulling usually leads to brooding for me. Haha!

I must say, everything always falls in place whenever i need it the most. <3 Buddha must be doing his work. :)) I got this when i wanted a job in retail, and at this moment in life, solitude, to be with myself, so i can feel comfortable and secure in my own skin again.

Raw thoughts, these, no matter how cheesy it may seem.

I still do insist that my actions-my being all 'I love fashion!' in my interview with John Little- earned me this spot in Robinsons though! And not, as S. insists, a result of my 'failing the interview'. ________________.

Being alone for those hours also made me think of stuff that would otherwise be better off buried in the depths of my mind.

Like how anti-social i was back in Pri school, etc... i know i have my reasons. Still, part of me regrets not being bold, inquisitive or interested enough to open up, and make friends. So many opportunities lost, all extinct now.

See, this is what i mean by useless. Things of the past unearthed by my foolish, probing mind, to haunt me. -_-

Best bet would be to get a dog and a cat and move to someplace warm, caring and friendly i bet. Somewhere far far away.

Alright the exhaustion mus be getting to me, for i'm getting all emo and angsty and brooding here.

Want a foot massage tmr but won't have enough money for the rest of the week if i go for it...

Bloody Hush Puppy shoes!

Grr.

Nights y'all.