Some visuals for today. :)
Nothing remarkable except for the movie we watched-Crazy Stupid Love. It was AWESOMEEEE!! I would pay to watch it again and buy the cd. :)
On another note(warning: emo rant coming up):
I am beginning to wonder if there is any sense to giving my all to those i don't even like.
I am beginning to wonder why some things have turned out futile, or died halfway.
I am beginning to wonder if there is any purpose behind all this, that galvanizes me all day.
If solitude is truly a better option to having many, but being obligated in so many different directions
If all this effort, this hard work will be for naught.
If there's any meaning to all this.
Sylv. says that fearing for the future is senseless; i agree. Yet, what if?
I think i'm thinking too much for my own good again.
Just wondering.
Why don't all the good things come to me??
I suppose the grass will always be greener on the other side.
Either i haven't gotten enough sleep or my hormones are talking, i suppose.
I wish my mind could be blank and i could be carefree again, like when i was a child.
Life f**ks you up in so many ways, and it turns us all wary and afraid of the world.
Just so very weary of this shit; all the politics, drama, disgusting, revolting human behavior i see and feel everyday.
So very sick and weary.
I hope the next,next week rolls by soon.
I think i've lost myself along the way.
I just feel lost, tired, weary and sad; maybe i've burnt out?
In any case i'm definitely gonna give myself at least 3 days of 'laze-home,feel-good' time next next week.
Laters.
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