We had fun! I only wish she were in my Poly, goodness.
On another note, i'm still coming to the terms that i do seem, indeed, to be a social outcast in this poly. I am not on the same wavelength on these people, i suppose. Either that or the fault lies with them. Nothing seems to be seriously wrong with me(except that i ask silly questions, can be really blur...)-i of all people should know clearly who i am.
Well, whatever the reason, i'm sure i'll find my place one day. And quite obviously this has been exacting it's toll on me emotionally; my esteem is battered to be truthful. But to be cheesy, it's not to say i haven't grown stronger. :))
I'm quite glad to be rid of a batch of certain assholes. Now i guess i've to weed out 'toxic' people in my life.
I've also become immune to the 'sting' and negative feelings in the past that accompanied certain acts, etc.
Yep. So here's looking at the bright sides i suppose. :))
Can't deny a trace of sadness still lingers though.
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