Now

Time to get it over and done with,i guess. All this pent-up frustration could not mean well for me when stressful school days start again...

There's no succinct way to put this, but if one weren't there to witness things and actually see, and feel what went on at certain times...one shouldn't judge. You don't know anything, after all.
My  words might have been phrased quite harshly but frankly speaking, i've taken and tolerated far more crap than you could believe, or know. One is in no position to judge.
So.

Let's see what happens then, i suppose.